DISCLAIMER JAZZ: "The X-Files" and its characters are the creations and property of the fabled Chris Carter, Ten Thirteen Productions and Fox Broadcasting. I am, of course, using them without permission. No copyright infringement is intended. All other concepts or ideas herein are mine. RATING: NC-17 SPOILERS: Through US season 7 ARCHIVE: ONLY ON THE AUTHOR'S OWN WEBSITE (http://rowan_d.tripod.com/elizabethr.html) UNTIL STORY IS COMPLETED. This way I can mess with the early parts as later parts develop... TIMELINE: Though this takes place sometime after "all things", in this universe "Requiem" did NOT happen... "Water's Edge" by Elizabeth Rowandale (bstrbabs@earthlink.net) Chapter 28: "But when the leaves fell on the ground Bully winds came around, pushed them face down in the snow He got the urge for going And I had to let him go" --Joni Mitchell, "Urge for Going" **I didn't ditch you, Scully. I never ditched you.** "So who found the body this time?" Mulder asked, keeping brisk pace beside Gannon Michaels in the hallway of the Quantico morgue. "City clean-up crew," Michaels replied. "Had a nasty round of storms out there end of last week, took down a lot of old trees, knocked out some above ground power lines. Crew was out there picking up some of the felled trees and literally tripped over the body." "I'm guessing the city doesn't pay them enough for that." Michaels gave a soft chuckle, eyes still on the file in his hands. A few paces later, Michaels stopped in his tracks and snapped the file shut, whirling on his boot heel to face Mulder. "I got a question for ya," he said, eye contact solid. Mulder nodded, arms slack at his sides. "Shoot." "I just came from A.D. Skinner's office. If Agent Waterston comes up with something suspicious enough on this examination, the A.D.'s willing to sign off on another trip to the backwoods. Thing is, early yesterday morning, Agent Brennan left for a week at his Dad's farm in Oregon. Now, I'd rather not be in the middle of nowhere, Tennessee, with no back-up within an afternoon's drive. But I don't see calling Brennan back, seein' as his Dad's not in the best of health right now. So, I'm hoping you don't mind--I made a subtle suggestion to A.D. Skinner. And I got the distinct impression that if I do get the okay to head back to Tennessee, Skinner would be willing to temporarily assign you to assist me with the case. Now, if I'm overstepping my bounds here, you just let me know and I'll turn my horse around and head home." Mulder felt his heart thudding against his chest. The hall seemed unusually dim. He gave no outward motion save the tightening of his jaw muscles. He shrugged, nodded tersely. "I'll do what I can. Don't think I'll be direly missed in background checks." *An X-File...* Michaels gave a wry smile. "I don't know, the way I hear it, you've had more experience there than just about anyone in the department." Mulder gave a close-lipped smile. "Just wait." Michaels cracked a smile and continued down the hall. As they pushed through the double doors of the autopsy bay, Dana Scully was pulling off her goggles, and disentangling the elastic from her ponytail. "Hey," she called as they entered; breathtakingly beautiful in a disarray of scrubs. Her eyebrow was raised and her eyes shone with the energy of professional discovery Mulder had learned to sight a mile away. "Perfect timing," she said. "Came as soon as you called." Michaels pushed back his coattails and rested his hands on his hips as he stepped up beside the sheet-draped body. Scully nodded briskly, and for a split second as she reached for the clipboard at the foot of the autopsy table, her gaze locked onto Mulder's, and a spark of personal connection arced between them. A delicious thrill coursed from Mulder's chest to parts below. For a moment he forgot about the body on the table. Something had definitely shifted in his life. "So how did this poor sucker die?" Mulder asked, moving up beside Michaels. Scully pushed a loose strand of hair behind her ear and flipped back the cover sheet to the victim's waist. "Well, on the surface, that part's obvious," she said as Mulder and Michaels grunted, covered their mouths, and took matching steps backward. "He was decapitated," Scully said without a flinch. She reached out a latex-gloved finger and poked lightly at the man's head, rocking it free of the neck below. "But the real question is how?" Mulder squinted at her over his hand, begging the question. "So...how?" "I don't know." "You don't know," Michaels repeated. Scully shook her head. "No. But it was no tree limb. The cut is too clear, too even. This was something manmade, something uncannily akin to a blade." "But...you're saying it's not a blade," Mulder finished. "I'm saying from all appearances on the cut itself, it would seem to be a blade. But there is no metal residue whatsoever around the wound. Which means it was synthetic. Plastic or...a cord of some kind..." Michaels nodded. "So, it was a manmade weapon." Scully's eyes narrowed. "Yeah..." Her tone was less than authoritative. Mulder stepped a shade closer. "Scully, that's a 'yeah' I wouldn't want to hear after a question like 'Are you sure it's the *red* wire that deactivates the bomb?'" She didn't react to the humor, mind still absorbed in the scientific puzzle. "Well, that's the official answer, but I just...this cut just looks so...I just can't believe there's no trace of metal. It looks like a knife, or a cleaver..." "Or an ax..." Scully looked up at him, jaw cocked. "Mulder, no. That is not what I'm saying." Mulder raised his hands like a white flag and immediately regretted letting go of his nose. "Did I say anything?" "I am not implying this was some sort of magical weapon, wielded by--" "Then what are you implying, Agent Waterston?" he countered. Scully held his gaze for a long beat, lids half lowered, trace of a dry smile on her lips, and Mulder was half aware of Gannon Michaels quietly watching their exchange. Mulder didn't care. "I'm *saying*, Agent Mulder," she replied, "that there is more here than meets the eye. Based primarily on the preliminary tox screen I got back a few minutes ago." "Oh, yeah?" Michaels asked. "What did you find?" "Laymen's terms?" She glanced toward Michaels. He gave a single firm nod. "I think you know me well enough by now." "A whole lot of chemicals that shouldn't have been there. Most of them traceable to local plant life in Tennessee." "What does that mean?" Michaels asked. Scully met Mulder's gaze, head tilted slightly back, and in that eye contact he knew she knew they both had an answer even if she would be the only one to speak. "It means someone has been playing pharmacy at home. Experimenting with tried and true recipes. Namely...playing witch." Michaels' eyes sparkled. "This stuff illegal? Potentially poisonous?" "A little of both, yeah," Scully said, spreading the sheet back over the victim's body and pulling off her gloves. "This wasn't just some kid who drugged himself up and got himself killed when he was high?" Scully shook her head. "No. Our witch is a modern one with some technical skill. The drugs were injected directly into the bloodstream. And the only needle puncture I found on the body is on the base of the right shoulder blade. Not a convenient place for self-injection. And since he was alone--only one set of prints in the mud--it wasn't likely a 'buddy high'." Michaels tossed a glance toward Mulder. "Then we got it, don't we? That enough to get Skinner to go for it?" Scully nodded. "I would guess so, yes. I would have a lot of trouble calling this accidental death." Michaels held his hands up. "Then we're off." Mulder nodded, eyes on the sheet covering the body, caught up in the potential scenarios flashing before his investigator's eyes. *Ritual death? Ritual sacrifice? A thin attempt to bring the legend to life? Perhaps a seed of truth? Or something else entirely...?* "Yeah, I'd say, so. So, we're off to Tennessee." And with his last words he lifted his gaze and caught Scully's clear blue gaze. And all his excitement dissipated. Not three tickets to Tennessee. Not three. She didn't do this anymore. Her part of the job was done already. She had walked away from the field work. Stepped out of the game. Out of that life. *His life.* Two tickets... Scully's gaze fell away, and Mulder couldn't tear his own from the tender lines at the corners of her eyes. Michaels fell silent, deferring to the connection before him. "Agent Michaels spoke with Skinner," Mulder said softly. "He requested I be temporarily assigned to assist him with the case while Agent Brennan is out of town." Scully nodded lightly without looking up. The possibility must not have been news to her. "Scully..." Mulder began softly, but he lost the words. Scully caught a shallow breath, eyebrow lifted, gaze down. "I'll, uhmm...I'll get my official findings written up as soon as possible and get a copy up to Skinner. I imagine he'll want to review it before signing off on the 302. If I get it to him tonight, you may be able to leave by morning." Mulder nodded, silently. Scully turned away and began returning bottles he couldn't identify to their assigned places in the cabinets above the counter and sink. She was too short to reach some of them. He knew better than to offer help. "All right, well...I'll go pull together the rest of the case file to put with your report for the A.D.," Michaels said. "Really appreciate the last minute help on this, Dana. Didn't think we'd get another shot at this one." She glanced over her shoulder, smiled briefly. "Anytime." Michaels started toward the door. Mulder didn't move. Scully picked up her clipboard and retrieved the audio tape of the autopsy proceedings. When Michaels reached the threshold, he turned around, "You need a ride back, Mulder?" he asked. Mulder flinched. It was hefty cab fare from Quantico to the Hoover Building in rush hour, and Michaels had given him a ride over. "Yeah, I'll be right there." Scully was instantly onto his intentions. She didn't want him to stay alone, didn't want to talk. She turned and met his gaze, "Yeah, you go on," she said evenly. "I'll see you tonight?" He kept his back to Michaels, eyes narrowed, fighting to penetrate her facade. At last he nodded slowly. "Yeah. I'll call you later?" She nodded, but she wasn't looking at him anymore. She was all pathologist. And his stomach ached. He turned and followed Michaels out into the hall. And five paces later he turned on his heels and slammed back through the double doors and caught Scully utterly off guard with a kiss like it was the first time, lifting her off her feet and swinging her around like a paper doll, held tight to his lips. She kissed back, hard. And a moment later, he let her go, landing her solidly on her feet, and turning without a word to push back through the still swinging doors, her rapid breaths carrying to his ears. Michaels hadn't even made it to the elevator. ***** She lay in the moonlight, listening to the chorus of life around her. Christopher's soft breaths in his crib, Mulder's soft breaths in her hair. Her insides still quivered with the aftershocks of Mulder's touch, muscles craving continued attention. But sleep evaded her. Not the case for Mulder. Or so she thought. "What's wrong?" he whispered. Scully startled, jumping in his arms. "Jesus, I thought you were sleeping." "What's wrong?" his arm tightened around her stomach. "Nothing," she breathed. But it wasn't an answer and both of them knew it. "Are you okay with this?" he asked. She drew a deep breath, practiced in forcing evenness. "With what?" "With me working an X-File." She closed her eyes. "It's what you do, Mulder." "It's what you do, too. But you don't do it anymore." "I left. You didn't." "You left to protect your child." *My Christopher.* "Yes. I made that choice. For me. For my son." Mulder was silent. The apartment was silent. "Mulder...I saw you this afternoon, last week... Do you know how long it's been since I saw that spark in you? That spark of adventure. That gleam you get in your eye when you catch the scent of something unexplained, something you can sink your teeth into...the same man who painted orange X's in the rain and tried to make me believe in aliens over a decade ago." "Scully..." "And made me fall in love." "*Scully...*" His breath was hot on her neck. "Mulder, this is what you do. It's your gift. It's what makes you...*Mulder*." "*You* are what makes me Mulder." She closed her eyes and let that sink into her skin like sunshine. She turned in his arms and met his eyes in the moonlight. "Mulder. You have to do what you do. Go. Go...be Mulder." The lines in his brow pulled at her. "But, Scully...you gave up what we do, because you didn't want our work near your son." She swallowed hard. "I did. But I've never asked you to do the same." He held her gaze in deep silence, pulling at her thoughts, searching for her soul. She kept her walls in place. "It's one case," he said, softly. She nodded. "Go find the witch," she said with a soft smile. "I'll be here when you get home." But he only frowned harder, contrasting the lightness of her tone. "Are you sure?" "Mulder. Haven't I always been here?" she said. He watched her for a long breath, then he pulled her to him for a fierce embrace. She clung to him hard, face pressed into his shoulder, and it wasn't long until sleep took him again. She was able to slip away with only an ineffectual fumbling of his hand toward her departing form before sleep reclaimed him in full. She slipped on her robe and closed the door of the bathroom behind her. She turned on the water to blur the sound. She sat back against the counter and braced her hands on the cold Formica as she cried. Half an hour later she was asleep against his warm skin. ***** "Why is it always Gate 42. Have you *ever* flown out of Gate 2?" Michaels asked, snapping his ticket straight and quickening his pace down the crowded terminal. Mulder offered a dry smile. "I had Gate 5 once, but it was my birthday, so I figured it was something about the alignment of the planets..." Michaels laughed as he switched his suitcase handle to his outside hand to avoid a collision with Mulder's carry-on. It was all Michaels could do not to remark on the notable change between Scully and Brennan when it came to slackening pace for her shorter legs in the midst of a desperate rush to the gate. With Mulder a good three inches above Michaels, he guessed the man could secretly relate; but Michaels judged it best to keep quiet. It was obvious the former King and Queen of the X-Files were more than friends, these days. And for that, he was infinitely happy for Dana. The two men walked in silence until they reached the gate. There were only a few seats left in the waiting area, but the boarding had not yet begun. The lighted board above the attendant showed a ten minute delay. Michaels dropped into the nearest available molded plastic chair and turned to take in the brilliant blue sky, streaked with the last traces of sunrise. Off on another adventure. Amanda hadn't even been awake when he had left this morning, mumbling unintelligibly to him as he had kissed her goodbye. He would have to give her a call when they touched down in Nashville. Mulder sat two chairs down, coats piled between them. The taller man stretched his long legs out before him, already seeming cramped and uncomfortable in his surroundings before the restricting flight hours had begun. "So, what do you think we're up against here?" Michaels asked. "Is this an X-File in the purest sense or just some whacko messin' with our heads?" Mulder shook his head, hands folded on his stomach; chewing his lower lip as he contemplated his shoes. "Too soon to tell. Probably nothing. But there's a killer there either way. And sometimes that's more of what the X-Files is about than anything- -taking on the cases everyone else is too quick to laugh at before innocent people die." Michaels nodded. "I'll drink to that." Mulder didn't reply. He was gazing out across the crowd of waiting passengers. Michaels focused in on a woman at the check- in counter, pleading with the attendant. "How can you say I'll still have a chance if you're already overbooked on every flight?" "Ma'am, as I informed you, there are still a few minutes to the cut-off time for this flight, when we will make the final determination for our passengers on stand-by. But as I've said before, this is a very popular flight, so I can't promise you a place. You might have a better chance on our ten-fifteen flight- -" The woman sagged and walked away from the counter, dropping back against a nearby pillar and releasing her bag to her feet. "Poor sucker," Gannon said with a sideways smile, and Mulder chuckled softly, but his thoughts were elsewhere. Mulder took a bag of sunflower seeds from his pocket and shook a few out into his hand. His held his hand across to Michaels. "Seed?" he asked. Michaels shook his head. "No thanks. They give me hives." "Ooo. Sorry." Mulder retracted his hand, dumped the seeds into his mouth and began cracking the shells between his molars. The two men fell silent as they waited in the quiet coolness of the early hours. "Ladies and Gentlemen, we'd like to welcome you this morning to flight 1013 with service to Nashville and continuing service to Detroit. At this time we would like to start boarding our First Class passengers." Michaels glanced at his ticket, registered that he would be in the next to last group to board, and pulled a crossword puzzle out of the outside pocket of his carry-on. Mulder pulled his legs closer and leaned forward, forearms resting on his knees. The flight was boarding group two and Michaels was contemplating what a four letter Egyptian beverage could possibly be when Mulder straightened up beside him. "I gotta go," he said with a definitive crack of a sunflower seed. He pushed to his feet and grabbed his jacket. "Go? What's going on?" Michaels dropped his crossword onto his suitcase and shoved to the edge of his chair. Mulder stepped a few paces forward without a reply. He leaned toward the stand-by woman still resting against the column, flipping through a small address book and punching numbers into her cell phone. He tapped her on the shoulder with his ticket. "Take this up to the counter," he said simply. "Go to Nashville." The woman's eyes widened; her fingers tentatively brushed the proffered ticket but were hesitant to grasp. "Take it," Mulder prompted. "I can't use it." "Mulder..." Gannon prompted from behind. But the woman was taking the ticket and starting to thank Mulder with innocent wonder. Mulder nodded dismissively and turned away to pick up his bag. Gannon pushed to his feet. "Mulder, what's going on? Where are you going?" Mulder turned and met Michaels' gaze intently and respectfully. His green eyes were unnervingly piercing and it crossed Michaels' mind to wonder at the things this man had seen in his life, the utterly foreign lens through which he must view the same world. Michaels himself had only begun to tap at the surface of that world. "I'm going home," Mulder said plainly. The two men held eye contact for a long moment until Gannon narrowed his eyes and gave an almost imperceptible nod of understanding. Mulder matched the gesture. "Take care of The X-Files for me, will ya?" he said. Then he popped another sunflower seed into his mouth and turned and walked away. Michaels stood in the busy airport, missing the call for his boarding group as he watched the legendary Fox Mulder's figure blur into the crowd and vanish into the distance. He turned and boarded the plane for Tennessee. He had a witch to catch. ***** (End Chapter 28. Continued in the Epilogue...) bstrbabs@earthlink.net